SMILE! You're on candid camera!!!

So i feel like this deployment has been some kind of elaborate joke on the wives. Like the guys all got together and said "screw this lets go on vacation!" and any minute now Scott is going to walk through the door and say "GOT CH'YA!!!" Or some kind of cruel and unusual punishment for something i'm not aware i have done wrong. The feeling of "is my husband real or did i just imagine him" is more than mutual through my group of gals and it seems to get worse as days pass. For my personal time line things truly seem to be never ending. As soon as he gets home its just another count down until he leaves again, then after that who knows right now. There is always fear in the unknown but when you kinda know and what you see isn't too thrilling kinda puts a damper on what you wanted... if that makes any sense. However a few thing i can be certain of, I have an AMAZING husband who i love very much (even though he is playing this mean joke on me) I have 2 beautiful, healthy and perfect (in my eyes) children, and i have support from my family and friends. I really cant complain but i like to anyway... so husband if you are reading this you better get your butt home asap if this is a joke because i'm not laughing.